Thanks

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I dun have time to put a whole lot down here.
So yeh im gonna start with the important bit

Thank God for Hong Wei
He helped me get over some negativity i been feeling.
And yes all this negativity i should have taken to the Lord a long time ago
but i was stubborn
ha

Anyways i guess i was holding too hard to the whole Terence Drama.
I got over it.
Not gonna talk still, but ive let it go.
Not talking helped u see :)

i want to share a video here
Thanks Kieran for sharing
Yes Jason chen is my new favourite youtube singer ba
haha



nice mash of 2 eminem songs :)
hehe

Emotions

Friday, August 6, 2010

Always loved this song and yes the music video is finally out :)
Love megan fox here.
This video has so much emotions!
Its so so so emotional, kinda felt like crying when i saw it. but didnt :P
haha
that guy was from Lost right? haha i dunno :P



Love the way u lie huh?

Who cares

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I dun realli give a shyt what u do with him... dun tell me what u guys do every other day.
I dun care!
I still feel like crying when i find out u spend more time with him then me your buddy hu u claim to always want to spend time with.
But hey i get it, NS.
FML!
FML cuz of NS
I Knew it, there was no such thing as friends forever!!!
Slap me the next time i think so ok?
Oh ya, definitely there is a song for this case...




Seriously, Thank You for the wake up call.. Im gonna move on with life now ;)

Quick update

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I dunno how long i can blog. Gotta go conduct bunk inspection in 10 mins :P
Been trying to worship God lately. Like seriously putting time to just listen to worship songs and ponder.
I wanna take active steps and be responsible for my faith.


One song i think is very apt.
we should be curious about this King no?
Who is this King of glory?



and this next song is just another song which has been stuck in my head ever since Recruit Syarifullah and pvt alif sang it.
The harmonies were awesome. haha i dunno what the song is about, but its just nice melodically.
haha



:D

enjoy ;)

Look at me...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I heard from someone sometime ago...
Friends dun last forever... each new phase of your life means new friends. as each chapter closes, some friends will just leave.
Seriously? friends will leave?
I mean what happened to friends forever or brothers forever?
and why would friends leave unless there was something wrong with u...
i dunno
but lately yeh, friends have been leaving
looked at myself and yeh there prolly is something wrong with me
im pretty sure those still around will leave someday
i just wish someone would hug me and say," I'm your friend, and i wont ever leave you"
But then again, i would'nt want that person to be lying if he/she is eventually gonna leave.
Many times i want to have my fair share of ranting or just letting it all out to friends like let them noe what im going thru.
but most of the time, no... ALL the time, they'd emo. and cuz well they are emoing, i dun wanna be stupid and emo along with them. two emos cannot come together thats for sure.
so i suck it up and be the friend ready to hear :)
And yes there are the friends hu dun realli wanna noe ur issues. cuz well they noe something's up, so they come over and are like "Hey man how are u?" and before u answer they start pouring their problems to u. So for them, "How are u" is a conversation starter. lucky for them, im ready to hear and i do want to hear cuz i constantly run out of things to pray for at night.
so i like intercessing for such guys.
and yes
there are the ppl hu realli genuinely wanna hear ur issues.
so they do "How are U". but seriously. in front of many other ppl in the room ur gonna ask me how am i when im about to tear up?
u actually think im gonna pour out all my issues crying to u in front of everyone... seriously?
So of course my reply wuld be something to avoid all that... "Im fine thx"
ha
Maybe i pray without enuff faith or whatever u wanna call it. but i havent given up praying.
Pray is all i do cuz its all i can do.
i feel helpless about my life as well as the life of others.
I used to make so much impact in helping others. now? my words dun carry weight anymore.
Am i growing too old for Oasis?
like i feel outta place.

But i have a plan. Im planning some change.
I felt God reveal my purpose to me.
Im sticking to it till im proved otherwise.
In fact, if things work out right, Oasis will have lotsa change.
Just thinking about it is quite exciting, but also im afraid of the toughness it promises.
It all revolves around "NEW"
Yep. New.

Oh Yeah funny but i got hooked on a screamo somg LOL!
maybe the only screamo i'd ever like lol:D



haha

A Bit About Me

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I am extremely blunt
I say what i think
I think ur ugly, i'll say so
So yeh
I dun judge tho.
I have ugly friends they dun mind i call'em ugly
Cuz i care about whats inside and they know it
Build a bridge and get over it!
I dun need You to friggin change me.
I can change myself with God guiding me
I wonder why i bothered asking for ur help
U enjoy drama so much always looking for a little chance to spite me?
Well u got it and yeh we wont be talking for a realli long time again
MOve on Bozo
Hate your attitude.
At least im trying to change.. your friggin contented with how u are huh?
Next time you point the finger i might have to bend it back or just friggin break it off.
Or i could just point u to the mirror.
BAck Off...

Quick update :D

Friday, June 11, 2010

OKie im not emo le
NS is getting better...
Corporals i used to hate, i enjoy their company! haha
OH the irony... but yeh i love how i got to be an instructor. i dnno why but im happier now. i dun dread work, its boring but i dun dread it one bit
The company of these guys its just i dunno... precious?
haha

:D
Thank God :)